My emotional distress led to my physical dependency

I never thought that a simple anxiety disorder could lead to a debilitating substance abuse problem. I'd been taking Valium since my senior year of high school, and was managing my anxiety to a livable point. During college, however, as the pressure of classes and living on my own started to mount up, I became increasingly reliant on pills to get me through the tough times. If I had a final, I took a pill; if my roommate had someone over I didn't know, I took a pill; if my parents were coming to visit, I took a pill. I had just gotten used to Valium being there to help me through tough situations, but the more I took, the less effective it became. 

I soon turned to another form of escape to help me manage my anxiety; alcohol. I was determined not to start drinking until I was settled into college, and was surer of myself, but that point never really came. I just wanted a few hours at a time of relaxation and freedom from this condition that had been with me for as long as I could remember. When I was buzzed, I felt like I could let my guard down a bit and, for all intents and purposes, breathe. Although I'd been drinking a lot more, I still took as much Valium as ever. 
For a long time leading into the summer of my sophomore year, I was on a steady diet of vodka and Valium, and was really starting to feel its affects. I was vomiting more than I ever had, I felt sick all the time and I would fall asleep at the drop of a hat. Despite all this, I was unable to stop. My addiction finally caught up with me on the drive back to my parents' house for summer vacation. I blacked out as I was pulling off the interstate. They found my car halfway up a bridge embankment and me asleep behind the wheel. Thankfully I only sustained minor injuries. 
When the doctor had told my parents that there was a mixture of Valium and vodka in my system, they were shocked and horrified. They knew they were taking a risk sending me to school across the country, but never expected I'd come home with a problem like this. After I was released from the hospital, I enrolled in an alcohol and benzos detox program in Florida. They were determined to help me through this and I left there clean and sober. This excellent treatment center strongly urged me to seek out a new therapist to help me with my anxiety after I returned home again.
I took a semester off from school to work on myself, but entered a university closer to home the following spring. I've continued my therapy for the past three years, and have learned how to manage my anxiety in a healthy way, free of pills and alcohol. I never saw this coming, but am grateful beyond articulation that my parents, my doctor and god were on my side during my recovery. 

Contact the The National Center for Alcohol and Drug Detox anytime toll-free at (888) 243-3869 or through our online form, for our recommendations of the best medically licensed detox centers for you or your loved one!

Detox should never be attempted in your home or without medical supervision at a licensed detox treatment facility. For your safety we do not recommend any rapid or ultra rapid detox centers.